Sometimes it's important to look around and see the world, the beauty of it, the pain of it, everything. It's important to stop for a second, to breathe and realize how amazing it is, was and will be. Your life is a gift. If you think about giving up, think about what will come. You say you can't think of anything, but that's exactly why you shouldn't give up. You have no idea what'll happen tomorrow, in two weeks or in 7 years. We'll probably look back in two years and lough about everything that made us struggle. Think about the people you'll leave, think about everything you experienced with them and everything you will experience with them in the future. Life is immense. It's natural to have the need to escape or to be alone and it's also natural to stand still. But remember to question your lifestyle every now and then. Ask yourself if you're happy and if you might be happier if you'd change something, take risks and do whatever you want to. You'll die anyway!
I don't know if it's only my generation or if all people were kinda melancholic and pensive when they were young, but i feel like everyone at my age is going threw an awkward time at the moment and I feel like there isn't enough help, especially from school. I think the school should teach us more about life and less about times that aren't used anymore in french or functions nobody needs in real life in math.
My escape from overthinking was to play the guitar on the balcony last night, it smells, sounds, looks, feels and is spring in Berlin. I'm not good at playing guitar but the other day I read a quote on tumblr that said do more of what makes you happy.